the perfect days

i love to attend wedding ceremony. watch the bride walks down the aisle, the groom waits on the altar and put his best smile ever. and the part when the bride and groom have to change their vows, then Father would pronounce them as a husband and wife with those -you may kiss the bride- words. whoaaa. that's the best part of all!
the decorations, the cheers, tears of joy, and oh jeez, love is everywhere!

and today, out of the blue, after i had a choir practiced -for wedding-, my friend asked me about my dream wedding. she said that "every girl should has a dream wedding, i have already thought what my wedding day would be like. how about you?". me? yeah, me. i replied her and said "absolutely i knew what my wedding would be like... there would be a ... hmmm.. a... ", ?? jeez. i couldn't even say a word about my dream wedding!

on my way home, the question was running and running in my head. my dream wedding. how on earth i couldn't say a word for it? i mean, there would be tons of flowers, or great songs, and everything, but, really, i realize that ive never thought about it. i always telling myself that love, companion, relationships, partners or whatever it called, it will come eventually in the perfect time. no one knows when will they come. i just believe. wait and believe.

i remember an episode of grey's anatomy that made me whined like a baby: "what a difference a day makes", when meredith and derek make a sudden plan, and turn all their wedding preparations for Izzie and Alex, because Izzie's dying, and Meredith, Derek want to give Izzie's dream wedding.

"You never know the biggest day of your life is the biggest day. Not until it's happening. You don't recognize the biggest day of your life, not until you're right in the middle of it. The day you commit to something or someone. The day you get your heart broken. The day you meet your soul mate. The day you realize there's not enough time, because you wanna live forever. Those are the biggest days. The perfect days. You know?" -izzie stevens, grey's anatomy-

the perfect days. well, you never know...