In this breezy morning, I wonder, what should I do with my life ? I feel no longer happiness. Away from what I've planned to, away from the society, away from me. Do I deserve this?
Should I go from here ? These whole situation, day by day are way too far from my expectation. There's no humming bird in the morning, nor shining stars in the night. Ever
ything feels empty, life is like a machine. Do I still have a heart to choose the best for me? Do I still can use my brain to escape ? I don't know, I don't really know. I've drown into the deepest ocean, not able to move my body, powerless.
I am a human being, who have a value and pride. I make mistakes, I learn how to deal with it. But when people seems underestimate and don't give any damn respect on what I've done for them, I think I should go. Looking for another shelter who will definitely appreciate on what I do.
They shut my dreams. They killed my imagination. They made me feel like I am not worth it.
This is me, with lack of confidence. There's no happiness left. nothing.
Do I deserve this? Or it's just my mind talking ?
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