letters to you #6

Dear you,

how's your awesome life ?

This month runs so effing slow, yet many unexpected events happened.
well, we kinda had our first real fight
you had your 'give-me-some-time-alone' moment while i had my 'can-you-stop-being-so-careless' moment.

well, after months being our own terms of 'normal' couple, we finally became one of those typical couples.
fighting, arguing some silly things.
i've missed our 'normal' time;
when your presence makes my heart skipped a beat
every word feels relieving
your eyes feel so protecting
your smile seems comforting
and i can feel save in your embrace.

i've missed that. i really do.

we are living in the present, we are moving forward,
people's changed, feeling's changed, thing's changed,
but i want you to know that i'm still here with my imperfect behaviour,
sitting beside you through the cloudy days,
walking hand in hand in the storm,
dancing under the falling rain,
kneeling down and sending prayers to God to protect you, to guide you, to heal what has been hurt, and ease the heartache and pain.
even though you're keeping your darkest side away from me
even though you're pushing me away in your gloomy days

i am still here.


love,


your quirky-but-not-perky girl